Alec Baldwin identified with PTSD after Rust capturing: ‘Why could not it have been me?’ | Hollywood

Alec Baldwin affected by PTSD after deadly capturing of Rust cinematographer Halyna Hutchins

“He was identified with PTSD, and he says in his darkest moments, ‘If an accident needed to have occurred at the present time, why am I nonetheless right here? Why couldn’t it have been me?’” Hilaria mentioned on the February 23 episode of The Baldwins, Folks reported.

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Hutchins died on the set of the Western movie on October 21, 2021, when a prop gun Alec was holding went off. Whereas he was charged with involuntary manslaughter, the 66-year-old pleaded not responsible. After a prolonged trial, the case was dismissed in 2024. In the course of the episode, Alec recalled telling a good friend, “I am happier after I’m asleep than after I’m awake.”

Reflecting on Hutchins’ demise and the extremely publicised trial that adopted, Alec mentioned, “This has been simply surreal.” “I imply, I can not even imagine that we’re going by this, and I all the time really feel extra in ache about you than me, as a result of I feel to myself, effectively, you already know,” he advised his spouse.

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Alec promised to “attempt my finest to only get by it, and I feel what it is executed to you [Hilaria] and the way a lot it is harm you and every part.” Hilaria additionally defined that everybody who has been near the Supercell star noticed his “psychological decline,” including that Alec’s OCD has worsened for the reason that incident.

“This previous yr was simply horrible. There have been instances I would lay in mattress. I would go, ‘Wow, my children. I can not stand up.’ That is not like me. I am not like that in any respect, not in any manner am I like that. By no means,” the Atrabilious star added.