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“I simply wish to be uncontrollable,” Ventura wrote in a message to Combs. 

The protection then started reviewing how Ventura met Combs via a producer, and began to element how the sexual historical past between the 2 started. 

Ventura giggled on the stand as she learn a 2007 message she wrote earlier than the message was learn to the jury. Ventura stated she was laughing as a result of the message was from 2007. 

We solely had one week collectively and it has been the very best and worst, Ventura wrote within the message. I’ve by no means felt so secure and cherished. I really feel protected in your arms. You are one of many sweetest most honest individuals. Grateful you have chosen to be a part of my life. 

“Who knew I might fall so quick,” Ventura wrote. 

The message went on to say Combs could be weary of her, and he or she could be being sneaky. She known as herself a spoiled brat, dramatic, and disrespectful. She puzzled if a buddy of hers could be higher for Combs, and that she would possibly make extra sense for him. 

“I am harm you suppose I am a malicious individual,” Ventura wrote. She added she felt unhappy Combs did not really feel like she’s the precise one, and that she actually does love him, and that he is crucial to her. 

Ventura was requested in regards to the “sneaky” comment, and whether or not it referred to her dishonest on her then-boyfriend with Combs. Ventura stated that might be. Requested whether or not she thought Combs had an attraction for her buddy, Ventura stated there was a degree to start with, however she does not bear in mind ever speaking about it.